Ramblings, 15/02/2016
So I'm back.
It's been really rough getting back to work. The new seating arrangement has me facing just my screen and I lost the view of the room. It feels cramped and isolating.
The work itself has become very boring, with me chasing down numbers and not working on calls where I find the objectives worthwhile. It's been about minor things of no real consequence. This has been demoralising.
I'm now finally feeling angry enough to start moving this situation around. I will improve my day to day experience, change what I can change so things are better for me. If this continues to feel lacklustre, then I'll start thinking about more drastic changes.
This fucking job is confusing. It's common to start following a thread, then get constantly derailed.
The amount of effort to get the admin ball rolling is fucking insane. I know I should just do it, but the size of shit-cake I have to eat through is goddamn soul crushing
It's been really rough getting back to work. The new seating arrangement has me facing just my screen and I lost the view of the room. It feels cramped and isolating.
The work itself has become very boring, with me chasing down numbers and not working on calls where I find the objectives worthwhile. It's been about minor things of no real consequence. This has been demoralising.
I'm now finally feeling angry enough to start moving this situation around. I will improve my day to day experience, change what I can change so things are better for me. If this continues to feel lacklustre, then I'll start thinking about more drastic changes.
This fucking job is confusing. It's common to start following a thread, then get constantly derailed.
The amount of effort to get the admin ball rolling is fucking insane. I know I should just do it, but the size of shit-cake I have to eat through is goddamn soul crushing