shot of joy through delirium tremens, 19/04/2019
want that sass and want that kiss
and stagger through this land
want to sway with you
and search this city
want to once again grab that green spark
and feel it struggling to leap out of my chest, hard and acute
want that naked body pressed against me
and know you're not here yet
want the chance to make you laugh
and suffer the absence
want those fingers interlaced with mine
and ache in the distance
want to throw you in bed
and remember your presence
want to fall asleep
and bear the whole of shadow
want to feel you
and here in the dark, now
and stagger through this land
want to sway with you
and search this city
want to once again grab that green spark
and feel it struggling to leap out of my chest, hard and acute
want that naked body pressed against me
and know you're not here yet
want the chance to make you laugh
and suffer the absence
want those fingers interlaced with mine
and ache in the distance
want to throw you in bed
and remember your presence
want to fall asleep
and bear the whole of shadow
want to feel you
and here in the dark, now