The First Shot of Motivation

The problem is that you are alone.

That's all there is, and there's so much navel gazing you can do, until it becomes redundant.

There's a job you have to do. A very good job. You hate the job. Fine. That isn't atypical, most of humanity is stuck at doing something they don't really care for. It's called doing what is necessary to survive.

Maybe your job isn't necessary to survive per se. But it is necessary to enable all the rest of your life.

You have already defined what is going to happen once the circumstances finally change. Now it's only a matter of patience, persistence and discipline.

Head down. Keep quiet. Do your job. Push through. Take care of yourself. Sleep well. Eat well. Stay strong. Stay healthy. Keep ploughing through.

Use whatever healthy tricks you deem necessary. Conserve your energy.
You can do this.

I can do this.

You can do this.

I can do this.

You can do this.

I can do this.
Say this as many times you need to get the job done. Get the job done. You can do this.

I can do this.