Driven by
Good morning.
This is a very slow start to the week.
The weekend was spent in Prague celebrating Anna's birthday. It was wild and fun and packed. Best friends joining up together for another congregation in Winter to keep the darkness away.
But the going and returning take their toll. The drive is long, the weather wasn't kind, and here we are back from it, under slept, stiff and attempting to navigate this last full week together the best we can.
We're so happy together.
I keep thinking about 2019 and how it shook up to be one of the most profoundly transforming years of my life. A lot of personal, emotional dimensions matured and culminated in this year of accelerated growth.
How I view myself as an individual and where I am in life. How I view myself as a partner. How I view my mother, and how I view myself as a son. Where do I want to live. How do I want to grow. What do I want to take away from life.
What do I want to take away from life. This last one. This last one might be a little trickier. So far the happiest I have been has been by making the most of the opportunities I have been given. I haven't really pursued intently a path, mostly because I have felt lost.
However, it was through last year's decision to replant and regrow my connections with family and friends that all of this came to be. By being alone and seeing clearly that what I needed was family and friends around, was I able to get where I am right now, at my happiest and my healthiest.
Ahead still looms the question "what am I going to do next for work?"
I think and believe I will keep using family and friends as my driver.
This is a very slow start to the week.
The weekend was spent in Prague celebrating Anna's birthday. It was wild and fun and packed. Best friends joining up together for another congregation in Winter to keep the darkness away.
But the going and returning take their toll. The drive is long, the weather wasn't kind, and here we are back from it, under slept, stiff and attempting to navigate this last full week together the best we can.
We're so happy together.
I keep thinking about 2019 and how it shook up to be one of the most profoundly transforming years of my life. A lot of personal, emotional dimensions matured and culminated in this year of accelerated growth.
How I view myself as an individual and where I am in life. How I view myself as a partner. How I view my mother, and how I view myself as a son. Where do I want to live. How do I want to grow. What do I want to take away from life.
What do I want to take away from life. This last one. This last one might be a little trickier. So far the happiest I have been has been by making the most of the opportunities I have been given. I haven't really pursued intently a path, mostly because I have felt lost.
However, it was through last year's decision to replant and regrow my connections with family and friends that all of this came to be. By being alone and seeing clearly that what I needed was family and friends around, was I able to get where I am right now, at my happiest and my healthiest.
Ahead still looms the question "what am I going to do next for work?"
I think and believe I will keep using family and friends as my driver.