Thoughts 11-Oct-2023

Got an urgent case last evening. Was supposed to be all hands on deck starting this morning. One of the partners dropped the ball. Morning so far has been fits and starts. I'm a little scrambled.

One of my line-managers is being difficult providing me with the help and guidance necessary. It's making me regret my choice to move out of Support and into Consultancy. I will keep considering this. I am finding what kind of personalities work where to be a big, big factor in my selection.

Missed my morning shower. I think this has also made the day start more difficult.

I went to drop off my son while listening to a gaming podcast. While it made the walk more pleasant, because of the noice cancellation earbuds, I think it affected my mindset negatively.

I have a bunch of things to work, and zero willpower to pick any of them.

The support character.

Wears a shield and tanks, for certain.

Is multipurpose/multi-faceted.

A dwarf.

This is a distraction. I really don't want to pick up my next assignment because as usual I don't know where to start.

Where to start?

Make sure I understand the problem well.

Make sure I understand the components of the system that make it work.

I'm stuck not concentrating.

The browser thing is creating issues again.

I'm stuck at this weird place where not enough pressure comes in for me to be engaged with my job, nor do I care enough about it to get it going (e.g. not passionate?)

I need to find a support group to help me develop concentration.